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Life certainly doesn't go as planned sometimes.

With a Diploma with Merit, just a couple of weeks ago I saw myself studying at a local university and at the end of 3 or 4 years, at a graduation ceremony with my parents all over me, with tears of pride and joy, and snapping many photos to remember the day.

I received congratulatory letters from NTU and NUS that I've got a place and the academic year will start in August. And I also got myself a scholarship to study in UWA in Perth...

But just yesterday, I decided, that I'm going to give up all of that.

I came to a decision, that I'm going to stay in this job that I have.

Because I believe I'll be able to make it here.

Sometimes, you just have to follow your heart. :)

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end of poly!

I'm done with poly and my work at Natas fair...! :)
I'll sleep for at least 10 hours everyday for one week while I source for a part-time job. :p
Hope my sore throat and cough go away soon enough. :(
I'll update again!
Xoxo

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Exam week

Survived today with only three hours of sleep due to web design exam. Trying to take my mind off things for a while. By doing these "me-me"s haha. Haven't done any in years, & I just felt like it.


Bold the things that are true.

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.

I’ve had braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.
I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.

I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CDs.

Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.

I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.

I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve run away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.

I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.

I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.

I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve yelled at a teacher.
I’ve been suspended.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.
I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.

I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.
I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.

I’ve been on the honor roll.
I’ve been on effort honor roll.


bold everything that applies

You dropped out of high school
You live on your own
You live within 20 minutes of your best friend
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed
You live within 20 minutes of your ex
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours
You have been to the movies within the last week
You have had 3 or more boyfriends/girlfriends just this year
You have been a designated driver
You have broken merchandise and not paid for it
You have played strip poker
You recycle regularly
You are a brunette
You have dated a blonde
You are friends with a redhead
You are taller than your mom
You have a checking account
You’ve written a check for less than $5
You have visited the Statue of Liberty
You have visited the Eiffel Tower
You have visited Big Ben
You have visited the Coliseum
You have visited The Great Wall of China
You have never been out of the country
You have been a waiter/waitress
You own a Bible
You own something with a Pentagram on it
You have used a Ouija Board
You have been a witch for Halloween
You have been a zombie for Halloween
You have been a Disney character for Halloween
You don’t celebrate Halloween
You have your belly button pierced
You have your tongue pierced

You have your eyebrow pierced
You have a Monroe piercing
You have your nose pierced
You have a tattoo
You have an ankle tattoo
You have a wrist tattoo
You have a back tattoo
You have no tattoos
You have 5 or more tattoos
You straighten your hair
You have worn a dress in the last 3 days
You live somewhere that gets snow
You celebrate Hanukkah
You were at your own house last New Year’s 
You were at a bar last New Year’s
You slept through last New Year’s
You have worked on Christmas Eve
You have worked on Christmas
You have been told ‘I love you’ by someone today
You regret kissing the last person you kissed
You are wearing a necklace right now
You are wearing something red
You are wearing something blue
You are wearing something purple
Your phone is fully charged
Your phone number ends with an even number
You have kissed the last person you called/texted

You last called/texted a boy
You don’t like seafood
You have eaten deer sausage
You have given a complete stranger your phone number
You have been hit on by someone more than 20 years older than you

You have been whistled at
You have been on a cruise ship
You have camped out in your own backyard
You are wearing something that doesn’t belong to you
You are a Pisces
You are a Leo
You are a Capricorn
You were born in May
You were born in June
You were born in October
You wonder what will happen when you die
You are afraid of the dark
You write in all capital letters
You have been told you have nice handwriting
You have had a song written for you
You have curly hair
You are within an hour of your birthplace
You are wearing a watch
You are wearing flip flops
You wouldn’t date someone who smoked
You know someone with the same birthday as you
You are a morning person
You are a night owl
You slept in past 10am today
You have big plans for next weekend
Your job is stressing you out
You don’t have a job
You have never had a job
You were fired from your last job
You know sign language
You made your bed today
You will usually try something at least once
You have been swimming in the last month
You are pessimistic by nature
You have taken a ballet class
You have taken karate
You wish on shooting stars
You wish at 11:11
Your birthday has already come this year
Your ex ended your last relationship
You are over your ex
You are engaged
You are married
You are divorced
You have a child
You were named after someone
You like your name

Your last drink was water
You have visited somewhere said to be ‘haunted’
You have skipped school just because you didn’t feel like going
You have taken medicine when you ‘feel a headache coming on’
You have a hangover

You have had a Jehovah’s Witness show up at your house
You have pet fish
You live on a farm
You live in a trailer
You have godparents
You have step-siblings
You are the oldest
You are adopted
You have a twin
You don’t want kids
You want more than four kids
You have a bad temper
You have made out with a complete stranger
You keep secrets from people.
You don’t think people would accept you if they really got to know you
You don’t trust people easily
You borrowed something you really need to give back to someone
You have lost a friend you never thought you would
You know a child who died of cancer
You know a teenager who died in a car wreck
You have done something illegal in the past 24 hours
You have been pulled over for speeding
You love to drive with the windows down
Your favorite season is Autumn
Your favorite color is orange
Your favorite animal is a dolphin
You last rode in a car with a relative
You last rode in a car with a girl
You last rode in a car with the person you are dating
You regularly watch soap operas
You love Italian food
You love Mexican food

You love Chinese food
You can see a box of tissues from where you are
You can see your reflection in a mirror
You can see what’s on tv from where you are
Your best friend is older than you

MORE……
I’m the youngest child.
I am a boy.
I love wearing dangly earrings.
I am a gemini.
I love someone more than they will ever know.
I’m obsessed with dogs.
I can’t live without lipgloss.
I can’t live without music.
I get an allowance.
I’ve seen Jason Mraz in person.
I get annoyed easily.
I eventually want kids.
I love to read.
I have more than a couple horrible memories.
I am addicted to the Disney Channel.
I am a girl.
I’m a worried person.
I’m in high school.
I love taking pictures.
I don’t like girls who are fake.
I like to swim.
My dreams are sometimes weird.
One of my best friends is gay.
I have way too many purses.
I’ve seen Fight Club at least 45 times.
I dress how I feel that day.
I’ve never fallen asleep during school.
Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
It bugs me sometimes when people are really late.
I procrastinate.
I love autumn.
I have too many clothes.
I like to sleep in.
I’ve failed a class in high school.
I’m afraid of spiders.
I have nail polish on my fingernails or toe nails right now.
I love my hair.
I never fight with my parents.
I like the beach.
I have never had the chicken pox.
I’m excited for the future.
I can’t wait till my birthday.
I love my friends.
Christmas is my favorite holiday.
I can be very insecure at times.
I have never broken a bone.
I’m taking german class.
I have a laptop.
I state the obvious sometimes just to reassure myself.
I dance randomly sometimes.
I’m a good singer.
I like cleaning my room.
I never get jealous.
I love cute underwear.
I love doing math.
I cry when I see homeless people.
I like hugs.
I don’t like to study for tests.
I love God.
I am too forgiving sometimes.
I have my own vehicle.
I love high school.
I have a lot of under garments.
I’m a daddy’s girl.
I love kisses on the forehead.
I love the color pink more than the rest.
I love to sew.
I have blue eyes.
I like being a passenger in vehicles at nighttime.
I play soccer on a team.
I become stressed easily.
I’ve never lied.
I like comfy sweatpants.
Paul Walker is cute.
I love the smell of the rain.
I am right handed.

I hate getting shots.
I’m a perfectionist.
I’ve gone mooning.
I hate the feeling of failure.
I love camping.
I like going on rides.
I can be quite shy.
There’s something I will never forget, either because I can’t or because I just don’t want to.
I love looking at pictures.
I love music.

I do well in school.
I get a lot of mail.
I like hot tubs.
I like to be alone sometimes.
I’ve never been in therapy but I have wanted to be.
I’ve cried over accidentally killing a bug.
My favourite non-vocal musical instrument is the harp.
I’ve never smoked anything.
I’m only photogenic if I’m the photographer. (LOL this is funny)
If it were up to me, we would not have feet - we’d just float around and our bodies would just fade below our ankles.
I have never had just a plain, brown teddy bear.
I have been in the girl scouts.
Most of my friends are younger than I am.
I’m of legal driving age but do not have a license.
I love stuffing (the food, just so you know).
My favorite flower is a sunflower.
I love bread

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CNY & Vday 2010

Happy CNY & Vday~ :)

Had great celebrations with my family and loved ones, and I realise how truly blessed I am to be part of a loving family with everyone doting on me as the "favourite" baby girl.

Also, I think I'm falling in love every single day with my amazing boyfriend, who's always showering me with love, care and affection. He really deserves entire posts dedicated to him, and I'll definitely write them when I've more time. Friends around me tell me all the time that I must never let him go, and that they all can tell how deeply he loves and cares for me. I don't think there's ever going to be a boyfriend more perfect than mine, this statement may be very biased, but I know many people will back me up on this. I'm really blessed... :)

Sitting for three exam papers next week, and it's quite a rude awakening from this lovely holiday break, considering there are really, 15 days of CNY... Haha, things don't work that way though. After the exams, I'll officially graduate from TP, Communications & Media Management. Three years just flew by like that, but I'm contented because I'll leave with some really special memories and friendships.

I'll be back working at AIG for Natas fair on Friday, the day after my last paper. Looking back at all the mistakes I've made in the past, and how some people had the nerve to belittle me and my capabilities, I'll prove all of them wrong. And right now I'm at quite a good place. Wish me luck as I aim for a piece of my very own blue sky... (quite the direct translation from Mandarin, ahha) :) Be back soon. Adiosssss~

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